Thursday, April 06, 2006
calling on Santa Maria won't help me pass common tests, sadly. got back another paper today (physics) and to my horror i got EIGHT marks. lowest in the entire class again. the maddening thing is, i could've passed if only i had been careful, and if only i had understood the questions properly. TWELVE MORE MARKS I COULD'VE GOTTEN, EXACTLY THE NUMBER OF MARKS IT TAKES TO HELP ME PASS. so damn it all. i pray i will pass at least TWO papers, ie E Geog and Chinese.
i have to. all my mother can ever talk about now is my grandmother. what the hell. now she's gonna cancel our June trip to America, and we are going to Aussie land instead. so that we will spend less time overseas and can come home to look after the disgusting old woman!!! that's right, she will be staying here til then and probably longer. and then she will probably request a wheelchair!!! and then the marble floor will be full of scratches and all. and she'll probably ram into my dog or fragile things. i am going to disown my uncle and his family, sort of. i mean, everytime the granny-o goes into hospital, MY MOTHER'S the one who pays the bills. WE'RE the ones who have to take her in and look after her needs. and i still remember that they haven't returned me lots of things. like DVDS, for instance??? the next time one of their dreadful kids piss me off, i SHALL slap him hard.
you know how i hate it whenever people don't return me stuff? therefore i've decided not to loan any of these things anymore, thanks to
some people la. and it's not just my relatives.
[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 3:10 PM
